It's starting to get a little colder outside. We are having a cold front right now and I am loving it. Today has been a pretty lazy day, just getting some stuff done around the house for the next week to come. I am very nervous about this week coming up. It will be the third week of school and I already have test coming. Trying to study for those test is miserable. I need to learn better study habits because the ones I have now just don't seem to be working very well. I have an algebra 2 test and a chemistry test this week. Will I pass? I must! This year I am planning to keep my grades up because I will also be getting a job which means I will have to work extra hard on my grades.
I've been thinking lately about why me and Ivan never fight. I'm not saying it's a bad thing but, it is rare. Lately he's been proving to me that he is the one. Now i know that I'm only 15 going on 16 but anybody can fall in love. I have. He never lets me down even when I think he will. But, see that's the thing, I've been expecting to much out of him... When in return the only person I am letting down is myself. I just need to learn to be happy with who he is, because who he is, is the reason I fell in love.
Is it bad that I don't know how to tell my mother how much I appreciate her? Telling her thank you and how much I love her just sometimes doesn't feel enough. She is always telling me that I don't appreciate anything she does but I really do. I know I'm not the best child in the world but instead of drinking and doing other things teenagers do, I am here blogging. Sometimes I wish she knew just how much I appreciate the love she gives me and all the things she does. It's safe to say that she is the best mother I could ask for. And I love her for that.
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